[ be true and faithful. ]

Thursday, April 27, 2006

thank you God for everything.
a boring day.
but then comes dinner! hehehehe
MAY.terrorist.kl.zy.me
FUNNNN.
nice earthquake.yum yum
im a big fat monster!
i keep eating laaa
NON-STOP can.i feel the fats bubbling in me.ERPPPPS
scaryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

thanks for the dinner u guys.it rocked.
i moodswinged.a few knew why.hehehe
may.i guess u shud noe by now.dont say anything SHHHHH.
hehehehehehe
k la then went home.
had a fun run.i nvr run for a long time.the feeling was FUN!
yay!
i love JESUS!

(wendy) ♥ 10:52 PM

hehehe ive been MIA for like 2-3 days.
blehhh.ahh my son actually wanted to wake me to watch soccer but i off my phone.
BOOOO.
well nvm.hehehe.wanna see how arsenal fares man.hope they lose nyahahahha.
anw sat.me and HONEY and SUGAR! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
loving them.SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!
miss them so.i will always be reminded of sugar's
loser double loser and so on.
BLEHHH

oh ya and badminton was super funny can.
benWU was my poor partner.keep having to stretch here and there.
then i do in front can liao.hehehe.xiao jie/ah pui was super scary.
he can suddenly BOOM his voice.then i keep getting shocked.hehee
v tired but fun.

yes i so wanted to blog bout prayer meeting tt day!
my gdness.it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO gd
i didnt EVER regret gg.
SUPER gd.
when they started to pray for the first item.(i forgot)
i was so filled with God's joy and presence tha tears of joy almost fell.
i cant believe it man.cause i have nvr felt joy tt strongly before.
SOOOO omgoodness.
then started to pray for family.
it was really nice of sis jahua(i dunno her name) to pray for me.
felt like ya.tts it.im gonna claim my brothers' salvation in God's name!

and yes the solemn assembly is coming.
i wanna prepare myself for it man.
yep PRAY!WHEEEEEEEEE
i wanna receive more and more from Him.
i love my God and i wanna SHOUT to the WHOLE WOrLD.
lolll
and i have been so crazy tt i started to even sing on the streets
with my mp3 in my ears praising God.
hehehe for those tt noe me.they noe i hardly ever open my mouth to sing.and i could do tt.
because im nvr ashamed to praise my God's name.
prayer requests ppl?? find me k?

ky.hmm missing it too. =D
job finding=unsuccessful.
mood= HIGH for God.

(wendy) ♥ 9:07 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

yest.
left MI.my beloved 06a3.
and miss them all.lianaHONEY cried.nasSUGAR was sad.my beloved mariaVICECHAIR cried too.
breaks my heart to leave all of them.
and also missing shiying meiwen.my son.and ALOT more.
thanks for all the gifts.cards.u ppl did for me.in my heart all of u are UNreplaceable!

yest heard more than words.then memories just came back.
yes MORETHANWORDS.our class theme song.
they are more than words to me!
and my feelings towards 06a3.more than words can describe.
its like a BIG family.

anndddd.
i wont b gg ky tt often.
i really wanna put ALL the new believers and the young ones in vfc FIRST.
cuz u noe how much i love u guys.and i wanna see each and everyone of u getting close to the others and we can all grow as a BIGBIG grp.
if what estherMUMMY said was true.then yes im willing to always and continue to look out for young ones.
=D

and yes.a special msg to MASITA.
wonder if u ever will see this.i really hope u do.
all these while.i always wished to connect with u.but i always dont take the initiative.
and because i forgot tt.u are just like me.
i tot u have long forgotten bout me.so i also didnt contact u.
i tot both of us were busy and u didnt find me.so ya.maybe im not within ur concern range anymore.
but recently someone told me.u asked bout me.i was so happy.so touched to noe tt u are concerned! thanks mas.i love u as a leader no less than estherCHEE.both of u are equally dear to me.i noe ive neglected u.TOO much.and i really hope to catch up with you!and all bout ky.u've had a grt big misunderstanding.i hope u do ask estherCHEE bout it.cuz she noes it best. =)

(wendy) ♥ 9:11 AM

Sunday, April 23, 2006

yepp.today.
went to ky.delivered benWU his birthday gummies.and a simple greeting.
then sat with him in the front.speaker was funny.lol.msg was gd.worship was better.
yupp.after tt i went to have lunch with them.i started to listen to my mp3 and keep quiet.
i started to moodswing.badly i guess.then ya.
somehow i keep feeling inferior.lousy.esp at ky.everyone so musicaly inclined.and such a warm place.but i cant talk to anyone much.sadded.but nvm.
at least got eat tiramisu/dark chocolate venezia ice cream
but i noe God loves me still.should pray bout it tho.
everything bout churches is settled now.all was misunderstanding.
i feel at ease.

pray tt barney will feel ok.
nose stil have blood.after 5 days le so irritatingggg.:/ ah welll.

(wendy) ♥ 9:38 PM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

hmmm bad events dun want to say too much.lets say HAPPY things!
I GOT INTO NIE!!!
kk.and then ya had mint ice cream YUMS.i love ice creammm.yesterday.
WHEEEE.! and gawri yessss i LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH!
gdness.u and rani n shalini.always nvr fail to make me laugh! hehehe
4e7'05.those were the times mannnnnn.

and ya.had a long talk with estherCHEE.my mummy in church.
LOVE the talk.we cleared alot.esp things in my past.and it was really nice.
then ya.

oh man.im loving todayyy.me may dad kl went to darren's house.
watched lotr 3 and had LOADS of fun.FUN-ness.
yeppppp.then after tt.met may and zhen yuan to go my church.it was fun lo.
hehehehe sermon was GOOD!
psst and to mojojojo.whoever u are.u rock too =)

andddd yes.
i LOVE AND HEART 06A3 JAE!!!!
ppl pls dont b so sad.i will always put u ppl in myy hearttttt!!!!

(wendy) ♥ 11:49 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

today i tot i was gg to die REAL bad.
BUT God realli saves me in the most unexpected ways.SO unbelievable.
its like u know u sure die.but all of a sudden He justs changes the situation.even when u noe u deserve to get scolded or into trouble for not listening/doing stuff.
altho i know im really wrong.i deserve to sort of 'die'
BUT God saved me leh.its His grace lo.mygdness
so thankful can.

sch was long and boring.lucky me honey and sugar kept crappin and laming ard.
SHO funny.we did tt bimbo acting professional action.and fauz took the shot SHOOO funny la.
then we started laughing during lit class.so funnnnn!
yeppx.the day ended and im MORE than GLAD.

wahh today i ate alot la.DIE lo.
then i started thinking of all the yummy food i love.the whole day i tot of FOOD.
can u believe it hehehehe
i was thinking if i had all the food i listed below in one day i will be the happiest gal EVER.
-calbee hot n spicy potato chips.
-DARK chocolate.
-crunch!
-TIRAMISU!
-CHEESECAKE!
-west mall's lao po bing.
-chocolate milk
-mummy's jelly.
-almond jelly.
-ben and jerry's ice cream.
-famous amos cookies.
-mochi.
-muah chee

WOWWWW.just thinking of it makes me wanna drool le =P
SHO nice la.when can i ever make this come true? haiiiz.nvm la at least can think bout it YUM YUM.!
lolllll
k la.hope to have a wonderful week ahead =D
tml.i dun dare think bout it.but yea.pray hard! >.<

(wendy) ♥ 7:15 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

RAHHH im stil unhappy because someone bullied my DA JIE! RAHHHH
hehehehe.watch out tt fella.dont let me find u! i will SUAN n JACK u till u die! loll
k la BUT must forgive u blehhh.cause God says so! =D

anw today went to see doc.thank my bestenemy for acc me.cause its SCARY to go to NUH urself.hehehehe my doc SHO funnny!he angry i nvr take med but nvr say me la =P
THANK God.i realize God saves me from a LOT of things.REALLY
He keeps helping me in school.so gd to have a Heavenly daddy to lean back on.im SO loving it can! hehehehee.
then ya after tt so hungry la.keep complaining tt i need food.a hungry wendy is a bad wendy! lolll.then had TIRAMISU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shooooo NICE can.eat liao VERY hyper!! i must thank my dearest daughter LINA for intro-ing me tiramisu tt time.LOVING IT!

hehehehe then ya went queensway.luckily we didnt get lost.PHEW
looked at shoes and encountered FUNNY ppl.got to taste the MOST horrible tasting mua chee in my whole life hehehehe
was a fun day overall.and my bestenemy has a SUPER COOL SURNAME CAN! sia la.i like also dun have RAHH.then tt fella stil complain smack him ah!
hehehehehe.its one of the seven continents in the Qin shi huang's period tt got splitted.one of the continent! SHO cool rite.mine not even named after a continent.but my surname is a country's surname in one of the period in China also.SHO cool! =D

and yes.even tho i nvr meant this blog to talk abt God at first.BUT i just CANT help it yea? He is in my life and nvr leaves me! andddd He has done so many things i wanna share.! LOVES him!
gdbye! psst: prayer needs? FIND ME!

(wendy) ♥ 7:56 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

perfect peace.yes tts what i needed.
yes.Jesus.i need you.i did a stupid test on myself tt none shud go and try.
but i think it has a purpose on me.so ya.there i go being crazy.
its raining SOOO heavily and we can hear/see thunder and lightning like every ten counts.
so ya after sch.i didnt had any umbrella with me as usual.im so not a gal.but i love it! =P
then ya i saw the lightning and stuff.then i was telling myself.do u have the faith to trust in God to walk thru this heavy rain and not scream and tt u will faith tt u will be safe?
i mean everyone can say CHEYY where gt so lucky get hit by lightning but u nvr noe rite.some more considering im like SUPER afraid of thunder/lightning.its not easy for me.
BUT i was telling myself.what if its missions? would i have faith and hand my life to God as well, if perhaps He wants me to do smth that might cost my life? and then i suddenly just got the courage to walk thru it.and the first time i walk thru with so many lightning and thunder sounding and flashing.i didnt scream.didnt shriek.

to me it was amazing.and i tot HEY i did have faith in God bout my life.then the next question popped up? what bout ur destiny? ur wish/ambition? do u have the faith to put it in His hands?
YES.this is my greatest fear now isnt it? and since i handed my life into His hands, why cant i do the same?

and now im feeling peace.yes to go along with His plans.to die to one's self and carry His cross.someone told me the road to righteousness is nvr easy.but YES.i wanna be obedient.

i so feel like talkin about smth new today =D
nowadays everyone feels alone.and we often say im always alone and stuffs.i use to do tt always.
BUT are we?
NOOO.we aint.we have God our Father.
and tt when we feel we are alone, heyy our frens are still there.esp our cell grp leader.
they will always be there.to pick us up when we fall.God didnt create a church where anyone shud be alone.our walk with God has to be worked hand in hand with others.its not a walk by ourselves.cause we fall. =D
BUT when we place our focus too much on frens and not on God.we might fall and be deceived by the devil.cause firstly, our frens may not be the right company for us.secondly man fails.ppl can also take our hearts and break it easily.disappoint us and stuffs.tts why i rem a verse tt says "cursed is the one who puts his hope in men".
u may think WOW so harsh.then how to believe others nxt time.not sayin tt u shudnt believe others or what.but in all that u do, whatever frenships/relationships u have, place them into God's hands and He will bless them.HOPE in the Lord only for he NVR fails and you WONT ever be disappointed. =D

yeppp.in my time of trouble.i tot i was facing them alone.i was so struggling with God.
then God send two person/counsellors to me.
first one.called me.gave me scriptures.send me song.gave me SOOO many advices tt went straight into my heart and its like ya.its all so true.made me snapped out of my own wants/desires.cuz yes i know my Father's will is what i wanna go after ultimately.thank you so much.
second one.called me.but this time this fren kept mum.then after tt talked abit.tried to make me smile and he was v gd at it.u noe sometimes when u are gg thru tough times.all the things u noe u have to do is very tough.but a smile just heals the heart.and this fren.i noe u actualli sacrificed some stuff and did things u have nvr done for ppl before.u touched my heart completely.i dont think ive done anything to deserve ur sacrifices.and i must i cherish our frenship.u are such a silly fren.but thank you.altho i dont say.but u noe im really thankful.

even tho i dont deserve two such wonderful frens.the truth is God just wants to bless us with the BEST.u noe? =D so no matter what.take His plans.dont question.dont fear. =D ive learn to have faith in God. =) have you taken tt step of faith too? wont u try to trust in Him always? =D
i love vfc and ky!!
misses. may.jana and LOADS more.my lorraine and anita and wei qin too sobbbb!
thanks 06a3 JAE for loving me so much.i do heart u ppl too! SUGARPIEHONEY BUNCH!

(wendy) ♥ 8:31 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

yest was horrible.
today aint any better.argh! i stil must wait till tml to find out how's the report.
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
its really hard to get past today.
yes its another day of MI.ya but it also means another day with my beloved JAE =D

i hate yest.just like i hate today.
BUT im glad i didnt skip sch.thank God i was a gd testimony for my dearest God.
haiii today.is really tough for me.
summore kenna ps-ed.
whatever.

at least i know God nvr fails =) tts my onli comfort and delight.
mooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodswinging.cant take it then pls dun come near.

(wendy) ♥ 7:04 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

yest.was ok.fun.pain.
lol pain-someone stepped on my toe and my whole toe nail came off.OUCH!
blood.i hate tt.RAHH
but lucky me has may and her bunch of super nice classmates to handle it.i was almost gg to blow at tt guy.for laughing.if he didnt laugh and was sincere i didnt mind.but he kept laughing.i realli wanted to rant.BUT i knew tt wasnt what God wanted.i kept cooling myself down.i so glad God took my temper under control.or else.
yep
i didnt go for edge yest.BUT tt doesnt mean God's place in my heart is compromised.
yest was quite funnn.hehehe ice age 2 rocks.do watch it.
actualli we went to walk in dhoby ghaut until may and kl had to go left zhen yuan and me.
then we started slackin again.then play puzzle bobble
altho it sounds lame.it was fun =D
then ya.
these two days i consistently rem to take all my med and puffs.
MIRACLE. lol

today in church.
played with the kids.funnnn.
after tt talked to bro willy.YAY!
he shooo nice la.my father in church like tt =D
then.grace came over and poked me!
MYGOODNESS.
i was so happy can.i mean u may think im nuts.but whatever.
so long nvr talk to her.nvr stopped missing her at all.wonder how she is doing and stuffs.
but i guess i really lack the courage to be her fren/ah ma once more.
maybe i just am not an ideal one.maybe giving her all my attention is too irritating to her.
nvm.i stil noe she is impt to me.but ya.i guess the past i must let go.gd times wont last.
i can only try to pray for her and wish her well always.
i really have lost the boldness to get close to her.frenship.i guess i have given up on my most precious sun nu.

my another sun nu.olivia.
i hope u are doing well.pls talk to God.and place Him above EVERYTHING else.
love ya! =D rem ah ma is here for u

and alene.
very long nvr tok to ah ma le hohhh.
what happened to u.ur dressing.the way u talk.i cant sense your obedience in God.
talk to me.tell me ur probs.lets pray together.listen to me.just come back to God =)

wei qin.
my dearest sun nu.i feel i neglected u.so much.
haiz im so sorry.i realli wish to get back to where we were.
but u cant come to church like before.
i will pray for u still! hope u can join us again.

i wanna take out MORE time for the sun nus tt i havent been in touch with.
RAHHHH.hw piling up.and im so tired and drained.irritated with sch hw.
BUT i know God will pull me thru. =)
He is the reason i go on. YAY! no matter what depression u can say bye bye.cause joy has taken over ur place SHOOSH.

missing may and jana.AGAIN!
pae ppl.MISS EVERYONE OF U GUYS IN 06A3 PAE! e7'05 too!!

(wendy) ♥ 4:15 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

hmm today is rachie's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWWWWWWWWW..
u noe we LOVE U DEARIEEE!
yayness!!
happy birthday to rachieeeee.
we went nydc to eat.then played pool. i won 2 times.AMAZING CAN!
hehehehe for my standard can win is SHOOOO rare! TYCO!
hehehehe
but the day was super fun.pity my DA JIE went off earlyyyy
sadded.

yepx.zy caught two fishes for today
CLAPS! well done.way to go! =D

kk smth small happened.i must say u ppl accidentally hurt me.
and im realli affected BUT. i forgive u ppl.and i do accept the apology.just tt its inevitable to feel abit sad.BUT i know God will gimme joy hehehehe. so ya!
hehehe
my day ends!

(wendy) ♥ 11:54 PM

yepx.yest.
FUNNNNNNN day. hehehehe
CIP DAY! newspaper collecting was FUN!
hehehehe enjoying every bit of it!
then we took photos.everyone was HIGH!
06a3 of JAE rocks too.(psst..altho 06a3 of PAE is my GREATEST love second to God)
thennnnn.
me.ben wu.zhen yuan.KRYSTAL.( she is SUPER sweet!)
watched TAKE THE LEAD.
uberrrrr nice show.hehehehe except for some american talk i cant pretty figure out but then yea
it was a gd gd show overall!
hehehehehe. they copied my WHATever.and i learnt smth new.thats UH-HUH.
-_- sho lame
hehehehe
before that me and zy slacking like maddddd.loll
got a taste of my moodswing lol but lucky i snapped out it fast enough.
sad sia.after kl.he is the other one getting suanned so badlyyyy.
but VERY fun for me.nyahahahahaha.
ya and mr ben wu.WARNS me that if he catches my weakness.im gg to be so dead.
but HELLO.u didnt even tasted my jacking yet la.if u did then u said tt i wouldnt be surprised at all man.WHATever loll
oh mann.
maudy thursday( or whatever u call tt) is SUPER gd.
had a time of worship with my HEAVENLY father.it rocks.
to be quiet.to b praying.to be in connection with God.is the best thing tt can ever happen.
He gave His life for you.so wont you lead a CHRIST-like life for Him?
and if we were to set our priorities.wouldnt someone who gave His life for you be first?
tts all we ever hoped for isnt it? we want unfailing love from someone.and HEY we ALREADY have it.its from GOD!

many a times.aint we too caught up with the things of life.that we neglected the GREATEST love of all? we can choose to be righteous and holy.if we follow his ways.always.
i stil rem the song by chris tomlin
"We turn our eyes
From evil things
Oh Lord we cast down our idols
So give us clean handsand give us pure hearts
Let us not lift our souls to another"

this part was really smth that caught attention in me.
yeaa.we must learn to be righteous and holy.we have to stop following the pattern of this world.
im so GLAD tt i return to my closeness with God after 4 months of dryness.
its amazing how i could turn back.but its always nvr too late to noe tt God is anticipating us to come back to Him with everlasting arms.
whatever distractions we have in our life, if we know it will affect us.and distract us from God.then we should nvr go and continue in it.but rather PRAY and seek Him until we know tt we are firm in God's ways.and as we put Him above all things, we wont be shaken.
He is my joy FORVERMORE!
it is His grace tt kept me gg.
wanna thank my bro-in-christ tt kept me gg too
u know who u are.
with verses.with patience.with God speaking thru u, i managed to get out of my darkest period.
im so thankful. and eunice.esther mummy.anita.
thanks for being there.giving me the right advice.i know its God working thru u ppl.
now tt im on path. i will keep my best to be consistent and love God! =D

whatever it is.if u truly TRULY repent and seek Him.
you will find Him.there is absolutely NO sin too big for God to forgive.
but there is this v impt verse tt everyone should know.that if we are lukewarm in our walk with God.neither too hot neither too cold.He will spit us out of His mouth. (i took it from someone's nick) cause this verse is v impt to my fren.
so ya.before you get too caught up with ur emotions and what is gg on in this world.just wanna say open ur eyes QUICK! and know tt God is the one you should be focusing first.lest it be too late.dont ever lose ur focus.

i love everyone! and im missing my MAY and JANA. =DD
and i just wanna thank God for teaching me 'forgiveness'
such a simple word.yet so hard to work on.BUT in Him.NTH is impossible!

(wendy) ♥ 11:46 AM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

ive decided to start this blog anew.
yay! =D
i love the song 'Majesty'
empty handed but alive in ur hands.
yes God.its ur grace.that allowed me to live till now.

LOVE my JESUS!
miss e7'05
miss 06a3 of PAE

currently loving 06a3 JAE.
yep.
liana.nasirah.my honey and sugar! SWEET ppl
and liana.pls dont be angry la.i will miss u if i leave! =)

my dearest sis jana!
follow His plans
REALLY.dont be shaken.take hold of ur faith!
i'll be praying for u AS ALWAYS!

those with prayer needs.come msg or call me
=D

and ys
let it all go k? i noe tt it is not easy for u
its hurting BUT. dont be so harsh on urself.im sure she wil understand someday
tml gg ky =D

loveeeeee spending time with da jie.dad.bunk
loll =DDD PAE rulesss
fun day of food and laughter! =DD

(wendy) ♥ 10:51 PM