[ be true and faithful. ]

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

perfect peace.yes tts what i needed.
yes.Jesus.i need you.i did a stupid test on myself tt none shud go and try.
but i think it has a purpose on me.so ya.there i go being crazy.
its raining SOOO heavily and we can hear/see thunder and lightning like every ten counts.
so ya after sch.i didnt had any umbrella with me as usual.im so not a gal.but i love it! =P
then ya i saw the lightning and stuff.then i was telling myself.do u have the faith to trust in God to walk thru this heavy rain and not scream and tt u will faith tt u will be safe?
i mean everyone can say CHEYY where gt so lucky get hit by lightning but u nvr noe rite.some more considering im like SUPER afraid of thunder/lightning.its not easy for me.
BUT i was telling myself.what if its missions? would i have faith and hand my life to God as well, if perhaps He wants me to do smth that might cost my life? and then i suddenly just got the courage to walk thru it.and the first time i walk thru with so many lightning and thunder sounding and flashing.i didnt scream.didnt shriek.

to me it was amazing.and i tot HEY i did have faith in God bout my life.then the next question popped up? what bout ur destiny? ur wish/ambition? do u have the faith to put it in His hands?
YES.this is my greatest fear now isnt it? and since i handed my life into His hands, why cant i do the same?

and now im feeling peace.yes to go along with His plans.to die to one's self and carry His cross.someone told me the road to righteousness is nvr easy.but YES.i wanna be obedient.

i so feel like talkin about smth new today =D
nowadays everyone feels alone.and we often say im always alone and stuffs.i use to do tt always.
BUT are we?
NOOO.we aint.we have God our Father.
and tt when we feel we are alone, heyy our frens are still there.esp our cell grp leader.
they will always be there.to pick us up when we fall.God didnt create a church where anyone shud be alone.our walk with God has to be worked hand in hand with others.its not a walk by ourselves.cause we fall. =D
BUT when we place our focus too much on frens and not on God.we might fall and be deceived by the devil.cause firstly, our frens may not be the right company for us.secondly man fails.ppl can also take our hearts and break it easily.disappoint us and stuffs.tts why i rem a verse tt says "cursed is the one who puts his hope in men".
u may think WOW so harsh.then how to believe others nxt time.not sayin tt u shudnt believe others or what.but in all that u do, whatever frenships/relationships u have, place them into God's hands and He will bless them.HOPE in the Lord only for he NVR fails and you WONT ever be disappointed. =D

yeppp.in my time of trouble.i tot i was facing them alone.i was so struggling with God.
then God send two person/counsellors to me.
first one.called me.gave me scriptures.send me song.gave me SOOO many advices tt went straight into my heart and its like ya.its all so true.made me snapped out of my own wants/desires.cuz yes i know my Father's will is what i wanna go after ultimately.thank you so much.
second one.called me.but this time this fren kept mum.then after tt talked abit.tried to make me smile and he was v gd at it.u noe sometimes when u are gg thru tough times.all the things u noe u have to do is very tough.but a smile just heals the heart.and this fren.i noe u actualli sacrificed some stuff and did things u have nvr done for ppl before.u touched my heart completely.i dont think ive done anything to deserve ur sacrifices.and i must i cherish our frenship.u are such a silly fren.but thank you.altho i dont say.but u noe im really thankful.

even tho i dont deserve two such wonderful frens.the truth is God just wants to bless us with the BEST.u noe? =D so no matter what.take His plans.dont question.dont fear. =D ive learn to have faith in God. =) have you taken tt step of faith too? wont u try to trust in Him always? =D
i love vfc and ky!!
misses. may.jana and LOADS more.my lorraine and anita and wei qin too sobbbb!
thanks 06a3 JAE for loving me so much.i do heart u ppl too! SUGARPIEHONEY BUNCH!

(wendy) ♥ 8:31 PM