[ be true and faithful. ]

Friday, June 23, 2006

i need to let out.
poof.

im sorry im not replying certain tags.or even any tags cause i have no mood to.
and who is anonymous and passerby.
RAHHH.im irritated with ur nameless accounts.
at least put ur names down pls.
i will onli accept advices from ppl who wud put their names down.

anw.
life has been dry.sucks.

so many downs in life.
whateverman.

but there is smth to be happy about.
and tt was yest's outing
lol.
darren went in 5 WHITE balls consecutively.AWWW.
poorthing.
and i was whacking darren and sherman like nobody's business.
SORRY.its weird.nvr gonna do tt again.
RAHH.
darren and sherman finally had their rematch against beloved melody and they won(oh whatever).
hehehe.GAL POWER!
may was having fun with her stick larhs.which i hate or even refuse to use.cause i always miss with it!
LOL.
anyway thanks for the outing.its worth it.
but its so short.
sobbbb.
nvm.
junxian and melody were so funny in the mrt.LOL.
later im off to work.today will end at 11pm.so sian.

now.
im like losing myself.
ibehaveintheweirdestmanner.
idontevenknowwhatimdoingsometimes.
ireactinwaysimshocked.

and unless you are someone who is close to me.
dont even talk to me about God.
i wont listen.because of some reasons.
dont ask why.and if u think tt i have AP.too bad.

i dont understand why some ppl ard me still treat me so nice.
realli nice.
and yarh.i dont deserve it.
seriously why?
then why do some pple throw away frenships like tissue paper.
im starting to doubt my worth.
some ppl treat me like super nice like im worth it.
some ppl treat me like rubbish even if i pour out my heart into the frenship.
woo.CHAMPION liao lorhs.
so what am i.
sometimes i feel so happy.sometimes i just feel its all fake.
i also want to be optimistic.im TRYING.
duhhhh.
imfullof FRUSTRATION.
ioughttobeshot.
but anyway.
i really want to thank the pple who cared for me when i had my high fever.
gerald.( for concern and the PJ shirt)
fook thye.(my new evil fren and the ashworth shirt)
sherman.(for his nonsense and concern)
darren.(for his concern)
myson.(for his concern and advice and for being a gd fren)
MAY.(for being a gd da jie that cares)
eric.(my best fren/colleague that gives me gd nutrition info)
junxian.(for his concern)
liting.boon.kl.(the best!!)
eunice.(for ur concern and everything)
estherMUMMY.(for everything)

(wendy) ♥ 12:32 PM

Sunday, June 18, 2006

im not happy at all.
my life's a mess.
im so frustrated.
im so stressed.
so lost.
i dunno what to do.where do i start.
i feel like screaming.

i need you Jesus.
but im getting further from you.
stupid sicknesses.
high fever.then flu.
now still haven recover.irritating.
these few days have been horrible.
when was i ever happy.im lost.

i wanna scream cause so many things have been happening.
and i cant seem to be able to handle anything at all.
i wanna cry.
i dun even understand who am i.how do i behave.
im v irritated and frustrated.
what am i now.

(wendy) ♥ 8:27 PM

Monday, June 12, 2006

yepp shall blog bout today.
FUN-ness.
firstly was lunch with my dearest boon.kl and liting and her tianhong.
LOL

so funny larhs.
liting and her bf was so funny.
had a nice time larhs.totally.

then it was BBQ!
yepp.saw maymay!
and yupp bbq was fun!
thanks to sherman and darren who made it possible.
appreciate both of u guys' hardwork and money.

made some new frens.WEEE.
fook tai! hehehe evil man.but so frendly.
finally got to see who mr jack king was LOL.
junxian.mr nice guy.super nice.

oh ya then there were dunking of ppl.
which was SCARY when u see poh yee's reaction.
and the 'RA' scene of sherman LOLLL
then there was photo taking.
when i felt cold.everyone poured their concern.which was SUPER touching
and heart warming.esp gerald and may and darren and kl and actually EVERYONE.
thanks for ur bottle of water sherman.and darren for being the supplier of the water hehehe.
and fuyol! hehehehe also v funny and nice.

today was really great. yay!
=DDD

thank you Lord.for showing me so mani that cares and loves me.
esp church.
=DD

(wendy) ♥ 11:51 PM

Friday, June 09, 2006

renewed.
refreshed.
recharged.

familycamp.vfc.
LOVES.HUGS. =D
a great change. =D

(wendy) ♥ 11:47 PM