[ be true and faithful. ]

Friday, June 23, 2006

i need to let out.
poof.

im sorry im not replying certain tags.or even any tags cause i have no mood to.
and who is anonymous and passerby.
RAHHH.im irritated with ur nameless accounts.
at least put ur names down pls.
i will onli accept advices from ppl who wud put their names down.

anw.
life has been dry.sucks.

so many downs in life.
whateverman.

but there is smth to be happy about.
and tt was yest's outing
lol.
darren went in 5 WHITE balls consecutively.AWWW.
poorthing.
and i was whacking darren and sherman like nobody's business.
SORRY.its weird.nvr gonna do tt again.
RAHH.
darren and sherman finally had their rematch against beloved melody and they won(oh whatever).
hehehe.GAL POWER!
may was having fun with her stick larhs.which i hate or even refuse to use.cause i always miss with it!
LOL.
anyway thanks for the outing.its worth it.
but its so short.
sobbbb.
nvm.
junxian and melody were so funny in the mrt.LOL.
later im off to work.today will end at 11pm.so sian.

now.
im like losing myself.
ibehaveintheweirdestmanner.
idontevenknowwhatimdoingsometimes.
ireactinwaysimshocked.

and unless you are someone who is close to me.
dont even talk to me about God.
i wont listen.because of some reasons.
dont ask why.and if u think tt i have AP.too bad.

i dont understand why some ppl ard me still treat me so nice.
realli nice.
and yarh.i dont deserve it.
seriously why?
then why do some pple throw away frenships like tissue paper.
im starting to doubt my worth.
some ppl treat me like super nice like im worth it.
some ppl treat me like rubbish even if i pour out my heart into the frenship.
woo.CHAMPION liao lorhs.
so what am i.
sometimes i feel so happy.sometimes i just feel its all fake.
i also want to be optimistic.im TRYING.
duhhhh.
imfullof FRUSTRATION.
ioughttobeshot.
but anyway.
i really want to thank the pple who cared for me when i had my high fever.
gerald.( for concern and the PJ shirt)
fook thye.(my new evil fren and the ashworth shirt)
sherman.(for his nonsense and concern)
darren.(for his concern)
myson.(for his concern and advice and for being a gd fren)
MAY.(for being a gd da jie that cares)
eric.(my best fren/colleague that gives me gd nutrition info)
junxian.(for his concern)
liting.boon.kl.(the best!!)
eunice.(for ur concern and everything)
estherMUMMY.(for everything)

(wendy) ♥ 12:32 PM