[ be true and faithful. ]

Thursday, August 31, 2006

im.sad.
im not happy.
im moody.

i hate today.

(wendy) ♥ 10:22 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

hmm what shall i say.before i start my busy life of chinese again.
hmmm.
im officially(bro derek's son!) timmy's chi tutor.yepp
i hope to see an improvement in him.yep
thats right.

lets talk bout the saddening things in life first.
hmm.my chi teachers hate christianity.
:/ and its like one of them noes that im the onli christian in class.
and she often talk bout lessons then suddenly sneer at my beloved jesus.
and then say bad things bout what i believe in.
but there was nth i cud do.just helplessly listening all the blasphemious talk she is saying
and controlling my expressions not to let her see anything.
helpless i was.totally.and i was v depresssed.
i love this teacher in terms of her teaching but all her criticisms of my beloved jesus has realli make me sad.angry.furious.
but i cud do nth.i feel so useless.i cudnt do anything for the one i love.my Father.
im consecutively sick 3 times.now is the third time.
and i have nvr recovered properly.saddd
my lungs are like getting from bad to worse and i have not touched my medicine for two months already.haiz.i have already stopped gg to NUH for any appointment checkups.
my chest pain is even worse.its more horrible than i tot it could be.
but the med is just simple unaffordable now.
:/
there are loads of bills i need to pay.L.O.A.D.S.
but nvm.

the happy things in life.
-i met alot of long lost frens.YAY.
they started to sms me or smth!
YAYness.
-i regained my frenship.total COOLness.
glad.glad.glad.
im really living in the JOY of the Lord.
i have sweethearts that loves me.
eunice.she rocks.
yaaa
the end.ilovemylife.but above all its God who gave me everything.thank u Jesus.

(wendy) ♥ 9:59 AM