[ be true and faithful. ]

Friday, October 06, 2006

so many things to blog.so little time to do.
what am i to sayy.
i just watched [the cinderella story]
and guess what?

conclusions:fairytales aint gonna come true.TRUST ME.
LOL.no doubt it touches me alot.
but think of it. nothing like this will happen in real life.so gals.DONT ever dream of it.REALLY.
im beginning to understand why tv shows and movies like this type of fantasy poison gals' mind LOL. its cause u to hope too much for inpractical stuffs.and it has too much of a worldly value in it.pushing love to young little boys and gals even when they are not ready for that season yet.
and yes.i totally regret watching this show.

i see so many ppl suffering from depression.
and im beginning to realise why.
depression.it is like a hook.everybody says they dont want to feel sad.
but depression actualli has an attraction.trust me when i say i been thru it before.
u know u dont wanna be sad.but u wud purposely do things that will deepen ur sadness.like what the world is doing now.cutting wrist and stuff.they say the pain on their body wud take away the pain in their heart.but actualli they just want to add on to that grief inside.because depression makes u sink into it.even if u noe the way to get urself out of it.u wont want to do it.

so whats the key to happiness and embracing JOY?
-GET OUT OF THE WORLD.
-so what do i mean?
the answer is stop immersing urself in television shows that will make u cry half dead.and stop listening to love songs that will depress u so much that depression takes a chance to sink u in.
hello.happiness/joy is a choice from God.u want it.its just there.but if u choose to be attracted to depression.then u are loving what the world promotes and not living a christ-led life.

if u choose to live in worldly values and LOVE the world.then u are NOT of God.
He designed us to be HAPPY PPLE. not depressed ppl.

Come back to Him and let Him change the whole dimension of ur life.
i was transformed.and so can you

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the second post.i know my birthday is coming soon.
issit gonna be like the past 4 yrs.so disappointing..
i really donno.
ive always wanted smth for my birthday.its always nvr been done.
althou i did it a million times on others.it wud nvr happen for me and to me.
well.i really am not looking forward to a day of expectations knowing it wud turn out to be a flop.
i wouldnt tell anyone what is it but i really hope it wud happen.
yea...hope is the word.

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third post.specially for a few ppl.

-jana-
hey gal.really missed u alot these few days.
i remember your voice in my head while eating oily food.
ur fav phrase- SO OILY!!!
hehehehee.yea thats u.the unique u.LOL

-boon-
read my post and tag?
if u did.dont indulge urself in depression anymore.
u are bleeding too much.really.
come back to God.you know what i mean.
and thats the key to ur happiness.FOR LIFE.

-eunice-
you really are the gal that touches me and is ALWAYS there for me.
donno how to express how really great a fren u are.love ya gal.

-wengkeong-
my lamepal.u rock a million.thanks for the encouragement.
i will remember it.

-isaac ker-
i will always remember the 3 of u.yep u wengky and eunice.
my 3 best pals.
and uncle.i dun think i can say enuff or express how i really thank u.ya u know it.thanks uncle.

-may-
hey gal.u have been truly MISSED.and when we meet the next time round.u wud be shocked.
i CUT MY HAIR.REALLLLLLLLLLLLL short! LOL

-tomato face-
u too.get out of depression and the world.
dont listen to too much of those music.really.dun wan u to be depressed.
=D

-liana and nas-
cant describe how much i miss u gals.

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and yea one last thing.i really dislike what im gg thru.
my classmates ostracise me.
except for hm and jun.who have been realli true and nice to me.
but its ok.i can go thru it with God. i mean im gg stronger i know.and i dont care how they look at me.i only need to have God's love. =)
His grace is sufficient.but really.ive nvr hated them.i love them because God loves me.

now im also fasting.
im beginning to understand more bout fasting.
no wonder i always find it easy last time.cuz even when i m doing a full fast i wil drink lots of milk to feel full.ehhehe that totally defeats the purpose.its all bout discipline and faith.

xD

(wendy) ♥ 6:06 PM