[ be true and faithful. ]

Thursday, November 30, 2006

things i understand now.
i give thanks to a God who never forsakes me.

to a darling jana.
you really should STOP looking at other's gifts.
i look at the gifts BRIMMING out of u.yet u dont see.
silly gal.u are what God made to be.
dont compare. rem its pride.yepp
you are a real good listener.a good confider.
you rock in ur way.
dont make urself sad.
really.
even if i cant draw for nuts, i can be crazy in my own way tt nobody can be.
to me, tts unique isnt it.
just be ur unique self.
birthday thingys.i understand how u feel.dont let it affect u.
just know this.JUST KNOW.

THAT GOD IS A FAITHFUL GOD. xD

(wendy) ♥ 11:17 AM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

OHHH.
i forgot to post about this.

our region dancers.
i think u all have the most creative dance.
i am VERY proud of u pple. =D

well done.
in my heart.u all are CHAMPIONS.

even tho i totally respect and think that ADAM AND EVE deserve the prizes too!

well done everyone!

(wendy) ♥ 11:14 AM

Monday, November 27, 2006

it hurts to be cruel.
to be cold.

but.

idonthaveachoice.
eitherwayhurts.
butimnotgonnacry.

howdoesitfeeltohaveto..
hatewhateveruaredoing.

(wendy) ♥ 10:42 PM

Monday, November 20, 2006

theme for the day: mourning over a multitude of white hair loss.HA!

was thinking bout some things.
hmmm.is God someone who we say oh yes we need you, then we pick Him up in our life.then when we dont need Him, or when we want to strike out on our own, then chuck Him aside?
when we need Him to back us up/or give us encouragement, we use His name, look for His counsel, then when we dont need all of these, and are satisfied with the world, we chuck Him aside?

i look at ppls lives.and how much they change.im not worthy to say a lot of things either.but when i see how ppl treat God, just like the above situations.my heart aches.i used to be like that too.but because God has done a deep work in me i know tt i want to be genuine to God now.i want Him to be first in my life. what bout you?

is God's sacrifice seen as something that is so insignificant compared to satisfying our worldly/flesh-y desires, and not leading a godly life?

lets turn away from bad things now.God's grace aint for granted.right? :D

(wendy) ♥ 9:22 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

a special post for jana dearr.

HEYYY.i feel sad when i read ur post.
SILLIEST dearie on earth.how can u scold urself?!
you shud noe how precious/lovable/WONDERFUL/awesome you were made and treasured in God's eyes.and i LOVE YOU too much to hear u scold urself.
sad.sad.sad.

cheerie up dear.we can have our poolside talk if u need me.
we are sisters in christ as always.
i wont forsake u!

and the person who doesnt care.give up on tt person.GOD cares.
and that is ALL tt matters.
you dont deserve all this hurt.
God wants to love u.trust me..He does!

so yea lift everything to Him. update me bout how u are doing k?
xD

(wendy) ♥ 12:57 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

i desire to grow.
:) thanks.
to u all who know who you all are.
really.

i really miss jana.
and gal.i know ur frustrations.but do u know tt in the bible it says..if u hate someone its tantamount to murdering someone? i wonder if u ever told me tt.but dear u know u didnt mean tt in ur blog.didnt u dear? u know u are a gal full of our Father's love.dont let the devil make u say things tt will prick ur own heart k?

i miss wengkeong too.he went to malaysia too.my little jumpy bro in christ cum lamepal.yeppp but yes pls dont misunderstand my statement.his my little bro man.

to you.lets stick to plan.once again.in christ i stand.
my life=for God.
:D

my purposeful life.
i love my church and pastors.ALOT!!!!!!!!!!
sis yeen fun and bro willie! the SEAWARDS!!! every pastor in our church are the best ppl!
lets give them our support ok? they are ppl that really need our love and support.
pls ppl.whether adult or youths.dont leave our church for nth.
we really are the best family.i love everyone in church.or at least i try my best to.
i really pray tt VFC will stay together thru hard times.THICK AND THIN!!

shana.shiyin.grace.shamah.anita.lorraine.harrish.wei qin.wei en.wendy.candy.winnie.
u little ones are very dear to my heart.maybe i cant spend alot of time with each and everyone of u.but just know u all little ones have a dear space in my heart.

as for the ones closest to me.u all know urselves.no words can express how much i cherish each and everyone of u.
LOVES!

(wendy) ♥ 12:20 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

i am more determined to be disciplined and diligent for God.this is the most impt thing to me now!
i really dont want to fail God and myself.
jia you to myself.

:D

im so glad me and eunice we are talking so much again.YAYS.
cause i totally miss her.totally miss our chats.SERIOUSLY!
and BOBBY TOO! her oh-so-lovable-dog.the only one that im not afraid of.HEHE!
and grace is such a silly gal.
always thinking im not ok LOL.
im most def OK! :DDDD
im happy with you! hehehehhee
im not like the previous me lorhsss.
smile gal! and yes u made me waited for ur call till i slp and u nvr call LOL.

are things really changing?
it doesnt seem so. :/
but yes.im proud of myself.i said no.
hehehhehee
im still gg strong....i hope.

(wendy) ♥ 11:48 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Come Home Running-Chris Tomlin

Oh heart of mine, come back home

You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, "daughter" and "son"
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness

i guess i have to go through this again.
again i choose to end it.
because i have to.
it will be over in a moment.i just have to bear with tt pain.
i can make it.through that pain.
amillionsorriestothebestestpersoninthewholewideworld.
but i guess.this is how we would end.
goodbyedearfren.

God.help me.
i feel like tearing.but im holding it back.
i have always hated the feeling to be weak and cry.God help me.i dont wanna cry.

(wendy) ♥ 9:20 PM

ok i better update.LOL
im on a long MIA vacation larhssss.

firstly.exams are OVER! praise the LORD.

secondly.my birthday was the best tt could happen!
4 celebrations. =DDD
my wish=fulfilled.thank u jesus.

yes.thirdly.life has been full of food and laughter.
i totally love all my frens and sis and bros in christ.
thank you Jesus!

and yes there is a games/dance competition/drama to watch ! anyone interested PLS inform me
its on the 25th november 5.30 pm!
plsplspls GO WITH ME! everyone WELCOMED.

(wendy) ♥ 1:15 AM