[ be true and faithful. ]

Monday, June 30, 2008

1) How many children do you want?
2 to 4 children. child birth is painful and the standard of living is high in singapore. (:

2) Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Milan or Portugal.

3) Whats your favourite thing to do?
Spend time with God at night or just chatting with a friend. (:

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
happiness is not bought.it is created with the right choices you make.

5) If you're given a chance to revive something's back, what would it be?
person x and person y.

6) What did you do an hour back?
watch tv with my mum.

7) What are you afraid to lose?
God.

8) If you win one million, what would you do?
tithe, ask God whats the other amount i should give to mfp and building fund.clear the debts at home.give my parents $$.then spend the rest shopping and eating like a crazy woman.

9) What do you dream of doing in the future?
to be a missionary for God, and if i were to be a mother, i want to be a hardworking mother and a good cook so that my child wont need to suffer.

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
she is a gd listener.
she can go hyper.
she has a nice smile.

11) What makes you happy?
im basically always kinda happy unless smth makes me sad. but spending quality time with frens makes me extra happy.

12) What are you listening to right now?
my bro's gaming sound. -_-

13) If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
be invisible and care for the ppl i want to care for most.

14) Which season do you like?
winter.i like snow.

15) What do you think it is the most important in your life?
God.and my grandma.

16) If it's the end of the world ,what will be your last wish?
for everyone to accept Jesus into their hearts and go to Heaven with me.

17) If you have a chance to choose, would you like to come back in time?
dont think so.

18) What is the ONE thing you want badly NOW?
salvage a friendship.

19) Whom are you close to?
too many? but best of all..phine phine and x.

20) Do you appreciate everything given?
most definitely. all good gifts comes from God.esp all the church bros, sis and youths. (:

(wendy) ♥ 7:19 PM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

not afraid of being who i am.

i guess i really want to name this post this title.
many times, im so fearful of how ppl would look at me.
what if i expressed myself too much that i become vulnerable in front of others..
what happened if i ever got angry at ppl and they couldnt take it..and they think of me in a diff light from then on..
what happened if i just made a mistake..
what happened if i got a little too depressed and ppl named me 'emo'...
there are too many what ifs...and i guess i dont want to hide myself further.
why must i hide my feelings if im sad.why cant i express myself when im sad..
why should i hide everything inside and then let the devil use this chance to destroy me bit by bit.

i believe everyone has times where they will just want to be themselves.
and now, i dont really want to bother about other's opinions.
even though sometimes its still hard, i still feel condemned by others..
but i know my God has set me free. and i rest assured in it.
even though i have always felt a lonliness that i cant take away
and sometimes it weighs heavily on me when the hustle and bustle of life is over
and when the silence of the night creeps in, i get a bit more affected by the quietness
and when the film of thoughts just rolls out in my mind...
i just thank God that He helped me to discover that this lonliness is only meant for Him to fill.
not tv.friends.family.internet.or anything else in the world.
it is Him that i need.

and i learn to accept myself even more now..
because i know that God made me to have emotions and not to suppress myself
and try to be always happy and everything. i still will feel sad when things happens.

but of course, that is no excuse to dwell in sadness.
because i have an UNFAILING LOVE.
because if we truly are God-followers, we know that His joy remains in good and bad times.
and if we really have a relationship with Him, we know that He is JOY.
and when we come before Him, He sets us free eventually.
sometimes its not easy. but our God is good.

and im embarking on this journey of discovering myself and life bit by bit..
allowing God to help me understand myself and His plans better...
so now. i just want to be myself. be who God wants me to be.
and if there are many ways that i fall short, i know my God will help me to change..

because my God is good.

(wendy) ♥ 9:18 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

CHURCH CAMP 2008 - FRESH PASSION

im back. and im glad. i managed to go.
(: yays. and ya. i love the theme and the wonderful speakers:
Pastor Jerry David and Pastor John Andrews

and my glorious BED BUDDIES, presenting

phinephine!
ABI HO!
charissa LU!

i really had a fun time. but most imptly, God has really rekindled something within me.and i really thank God for His touch. and before i slept last nite. i had this picture in my head.

that God's footprints are really big and as a small child we all are trying to follow those huge footprints, and sometimes we say God, how is it possible to follow through, i cant do it, but then God says: " Im here alongside of you. when you are going to fall, I'll catch you. I'll do what you cannot accomplish. So just do what you can, and I'll do the rest."

John Andrews - " Do not love the work of the Lord until you miss the Lord of the work. " let us rem our first love, the One and Only - Jesus Christ.

(wendy) ♥ 9:57 AM