[ be true and faithful. ]

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

pray.
prayer.
never ceasing prayer
lets pray and see things happen.
for our God is a GREAT GOD. =)

(wendy) ♥ 11:22 AM

Friday, April 24, 2009

Lord.
You said,
and You will see it to completion.
i just want to be obedient.
fear is not from You.
let Your will be done.

(:

(wendy) ♥ 4:28 PM

to ys: ehh. cause when i really happy, i dont blog?
haha. dont worry la. im quite a crazy happy person now.
not like before. just tt, there will always be times when im down. (:
haha.

anyway.
it was a happy day.
23/4/2009
(:

(wendy) ♥ 1:33 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

im kinda amazed.
at the ppl who read this blog.
thought that nobody really knew bout it anymore.
thats why i typed and typed.
haha. not that im afraid that ppl know i have revived this.
but im just amazed.

i cant say exactly that im on the best part of life now.
in fact it may be the other way round? BUT God, His grace is sufficient for me.
no one. no one on earth escapes hard times or times of darkness.
but always know this fact. that He never leaves nor forsakes you.
this is the number one thing that keeps me going.

so no matter what hardship i face,
i just want all of you to know, dont worry for me.
cause what can worry do. rather, pray for me. pray to Jesus.
just like what lorraine did for me.
this is the best gift i can have.
the best solution that i need.

i would really want to thank much ppl here and type in a few encouragement.

GRANDMA- you rock.beyond words can express.

ANITA- to my dearest, most beloved bestest friend. i love you dearly sister.thanks for becoming the friend that can walk me through this lonely path. i know im nvr alone.because God sent you here with me. I thank God for those crazyyyy moments, those tearing moments, those praying moments, even those heated moments. because friendship always have to go through many stages to become strong, just like how faith is. and i want to say this, and that is...friends are friends forever, if the Lord is the Lord of them. im grateful to have a friend like you.

ADILIA- you are one girl that my heart can always pour love unto. really. i dont know why. but i love you and your mum ALOT. and though i cant say we have been through thick and thin, but i know why we are close. haha. and why God placed me here for you.i must say God really dotes on you. cause He sent me through a whole journey to experience what it is like to be in this particular situation, and then send me to help you with it. and i know. we can do it! xD i love you! huggggs. (:

PHINE- you know what? you are really an amazing girl. amazing to the max. sometimes i wonder how you can be so kind and tolerating. but i must say, that its ur gifting in a sense.haha.you always know how to make me laugh, smile. you always know how to correct me with the hard truth in a simple manner. though everytime almost without fail i react strongly to your correction, but u know what? it always makes me reflect the hardest. you know i always do listen to what u say. even if on the spot, i never did take it. thanks for gg through thick and thin with me.you are one person i cant really not have in life. (:

GRACIEE- my disciple.the one i pour alot into.sometimes you know, i can get very hurt by the things you do. but yet everytime when u come to me with those tears or happy things to share, i cant help but put aside all the hurts and the angry moments and participate in those moments of yours.i really want you to grow much more much more. in this lovely walk with God.i will still always be praying for you, loving you as much as i can, being there for you as much as i can, and never giving up on you.

LORRAINE- i believe you will or maybe not. but be shocked at how much i actually do take notice of you.im glad you are strong. keep going. (: thanks for your prayers.i know we have always wanted to be closer friends.but maybe time, is not there for us. but, u are important to me.we dont spend much time together. but i rejoice to see what Almighty God is doing in you.amazing woman of God. jiayou. =)

YIJUN- my closest friend in NIE.thanks for all the times of working hard together.helping me not slp in lectures.giving me good advices.the times of sharing we have.the times of joke and fun.the times of EATING TOGETHER. i owe u your cai pai and you owe me my ji pa. haha. dont forget our yue ding to EAT! =D sometimes.its hard on you to bear with me. i must say, im sorry. sometimes when it comes to work, i feel you dont really listen to what others have to say.but then, i know cause mostly ur opinions and views are good. but sometimes, i really wished, u hear what i have to say. but regardless of all these small little things, our friendship will never be affected. =)

CHENBOON- my bestest sec school friend until now.yeah everyone has a monster in them.but the key to victory is always relying on God. =) know that He cares for you. and that i care for you too. i love you dearest fren. always know that you are precious. dont compare anymore. no one can be as precious as you.you are an individual unique one.

KAHLAI- hey fren. though u are far in aussie, ur heart will always be here with us.though im busy, i wont forget u. i miss u fren. quick come back.me boon liting- waiting for u!

KMJ- the member that is so similar to me it freaks us out.thanks always.a great friend in times of need.what can i say.haha you rock.

LITTLE KENNETH- my bestest little buddy.thanks for being stronger in your walk. you encourage me a lot. keep going. know that auntie is here for you.and i will be behind you making sure you dont fall.and i will be constantly praying for you. =) its my joy to know you and help you.i will always rem ur words of encouragement.

TIMMY LIEW- though u will nvr see this, but i want to thank you for being my best tuition kid.for being a very nice and understanding boy you have been.for being so thoughtful and mature.even if others dont see or dont know that, i know and i can see. cause jiejie wendy will always see the potential in the kid she teaches. so i have alot of faith in you. jiayou! dont fear.for u have what it takes to be a great leader.

ARTHUR PHUA/GABRIEL HO- the two closest ppl to me in reg 3/4.hey u two little boys. know that auntie cares. and that GOD CARES. Both of you are special in His eyes. no matter what u guys are going through, He is there for you.

for the many others i love.
jojo, sis sandra, sis ivy, sis see moi, sis jasmine, sis hwi lan, sis hwee lan, sis kelly, sis yeenfun, becky, bro daniel yap, bro mervyn, bro willie, bro jason, bro ken

candy, jaime sim, rach sim, joanne.CUTES, joanne xu, joanna ang, shamah, abi ho, rach yeo, gloria and many many more i have not named

kk, garfield, harish, jeff, sean, ezekiel, marcus oh, marcus low, shiyong, bryan
and many others i have not named

thanks for everything.

(wendy) ♥ 11:18 AM

Monday, April 06, 2009

i've got a monster living inside of me.
and it looks really ugly.

millionthoughtsinmybrains,
what is it now?
what do i want?
wake up.

(wendy) ♥ 10:29 AM

Friday, April 03, 2009

im really shocked.
why had you come back..
i wonder how you are like now.
looking at your photos.
you've changed.
and im curious to know the you now.
you seem much happier.

(wendy) ♥ 12:26 AM

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

the exhaustion is overwhelming.
please.
stop expecting.

im really tired.
really.
tts why today i didnt.

what is fake, can nvr be real.
somebody said this. true? i dont know.

(wendy) ♥ 12:45 AM