[ be true and faithful. ]

Friday, May 29, 2009

very so often.
i would think about life.
how i treat life, how i treat ppl and so on.
and i must say,
i really have so much more room to improve on.

(wendy) ♥ 3:50 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

i dont know why.
im bad at managing time.
in fact, the stress is getting at me,
but yet, i lay on my bed like a dead as can be pig.

helps!
):
emotional moodswings.
doubts over things.
but these little things nvr could rob the one true joy in me.

and that is my God, He is with me.
and
days have been fun.
i just need to start getting back on my feet....

and

WORK,STUDY.

(wendy) ♥ 6:02 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

extreme pain caused by my body.
extreme exhaustion.
extreme analytical thoughts.
extreme.

but,
im simply contented to be in Your presence Lord.
give me the strength.
thanks for loving me Lord.
because nobody loves me like You do.

rachel sim and adilia wong:
just want to tell the both of you.
im touched.immensely.
thanks for the love you gals have shown.
i treasure every word spoken to me from the both of you.

Jesus, i believe in You and i would go,
to the ends of the earth for You.

(wendy) ♥ 11:27 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

dedicated to a very special "auntie" in my life.

you always cared.
made sure that i am not left behind.
yet i think, most of the times, i have allowed you to be neglected.
im so sorry. you are very precious. VERY.
i know the amount of things u have done for me, no one else could do.
the amount of initiative that u take to connect with me.
im sorry, i know i have been busy with many things.
maybe even taking care of the new girls.
but i havent forgotten you. pls trust me.
i believe that our frenship goes beyond all these obstacles.
maybe i havent have much time with u.
but i do, i do cherish u.

and i know the number of times when u are unhappy or have issues with me.
i used to feel very upset.
but now, i finally understood that our probs arise,
because u care for this frenship alot.
and instead of being sad, im gonna be happy that our frenship is gg thru trials and even testings.
cause this is the only way to get a golden frenship.
one that stands thru thick and thin! =D

there are times when u corrected me,
helped me to see things from other perspectives,
i appear to be super stubborn from the outside,
but i really am actually listening to ur advice.
sometimes i may not show it,
but ur spiritual advice and counsel, i really do listen.
and i need to tell you,
i am listening.
i am still trying to change.
and ur opinions and views, they DO MATTER.

im not a perfect fren.
in fact, kind of a lousy one.
but i will try to be better.
i dont wish to say, "i hope that we will be like before"
but i wish to say, i know we will be better in the future.
just like how the latter rain is always better than the former rain
just like how God's latter glory will always be better than the former glory.
you matter.always.

=)

(wendy) ♥ 11:46 AM

so much time
but so many things to do.
and i aint doing anything tt actualli is on my urgent and impt list.
procrastination again -.-

hahahhaa.
okay.i need to get going.
but im not moving.

=)

Lord.help me!!
=D

(wendy) ♥ 10:19 AM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

somewhere
somehow
i lost it.

(wendy) ♥ 11:55 AM

Saturday, May 09, 2009

replies.
shiyong: ICHOPYOU if u burst balloons at me again!!
ezekial: and NOOOO. i dont like guys in pink. GROSS.
rach sim: YEAHHHH. you rockzxzxzxz. thats the right explanation heee.
adi: you have been so great and wonderful to me too.HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS. =)

today went to corp office to work.
and this is the funny convo.
background: i have one eye with double eyelids, the other with single eyelid.

joash: eh, wendy, ur the other eye got double eyelid eh!
me: yarhh, this happens when i sleep late.
joash: okay, sleep late more then..
me: -.-

haha.funny.

and charissa seaward gave us ice cream cake from swensens.
though i dont guarantee church office always give food.
but its really a nice environment to be in.
=)

and here i am studying.
tireds. i think will have double eyelids again.
haha.
the blessing in disguise i guess? =)

(wendy) ♥ 12:39 AM

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

days have been great if i dont procrastinate so much
hahaha.

and you, you mean a lot to God and to our net.
please.dont be wilful.
He blessed you with what you have now,
not for u to get caught up with the blessing,
but to rem that He was the one who blessed you.
why do u forget ur Maker?
hais. but nvm, there is no time for sadness,
there is only time for prayer. =)

anw.
back to my holiday outing/priority list.
please tell me quick if u want to go out with me.
cause my days are filled quite fast. (:

- rachiee sim's outing
- adi's sleepover
- nat and fran's sleepover
- coffee with weijian and weilong
- outing with the NIE ppl.
- eating session with the r1 leaders

(wendy) ♥ 10:30 AM