[ be true and faithful. ]

Thursday, May 14, 2009

dedicated to a very special "auntie" in my life.

you always cared.
made sure that i am not left behind.
yet i think, most of the times, i have allowed you to be neglected.
im so sorry. you are very precious. VERY.
i know the amount of things u have done for me, no one else could do.
the amount of initiative that u take to connect with me.
im sorry, i know i have been busy with many things.
maybe even taking care of the new girls.
but i havent forgotten you. pls trust me.
i believe that our frenship goes beyond all these obstacles.
maybe i havent have much time with u.
but i do, i do cherish u.

and i know the number of times when u are unhappy or have issues with me.
i used to feel very upset.
but now, i finally understood that our probs arise,
because u care for this frenship alot.
and instead of being sad, im gonna be happy that our frenship is gg thru trials and even testings.
cause this is the only way to get a golden frenship.
one that stands thru thick and thin! =D

there are times when u corrected me,
helped me to see things from other perspectives,
i appear to be super stubborn from the outside,
but i really am actually listening to ur advice.
sometimes i may not show it,
but ur spiritual advice and counsel, i really do listen.
and i need to tell you,
i am listening.
i am still trying to change.
and ur opinions and views, they DO MATTER.

im not a perfect fren.
in fact, kind of a lousy one.
but i will try to be better.
i dont wish to say, "i hope that we will be like before"
but i wish to say, i know we will be better in the future.
just like how the latter rain is always better than the former rain
just like how God's latter glory will always be better than the former glory.
you matter.always.

=)

(wendy) ♥ 11:46 AM