[ be true and faithful. ]

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

i spent time kneeling before God in prayer.
and it was good.
thankful.

here are a list of thank yous to the beloveds. (:

sis kelly
sis jas
adi
sherlin
qi yin
rach sim
seraphine
chen boon
janet
yongbiao
gab ho
bro richard
cindy
all the plp pastors and frens

thanks for all the love.
i'll be strong,
i'll make it through this rain.

(:

(wendy) ♥ 7:17 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

i guess now my life has a tinge of grey
mixed with black and blue.
i would hope for green, red and vibrant colours
but i guess.

time and God is the factor.

real thankful to those i love.
and that loved me.
maybe you might say,
why art so downcast.
but if u dont know what is gg on,
i suggest u just keep ur words to urself.
i need time.
so if u dont understand. just keep quiet.

there are diff seasons.
and im still learning the word, joy.
it aint easy, but im gg to learn.
so hush to ppl who are ignorant.

but i know the ppl who are genuinely concerned.
all i can say is,

grateful i am.

(wendy) ♥ 9:18 PM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i must go through this tormenting side of me again.
when will i win this battle against myself.
i feel like im wrapped in the insanity of my mind,

i need to win.
not by my own strength.
and how do i get the strength to win,

by getting down on my knees.
Jesus, save me from this insanity.

(wendy) ♥ 12:12 AM

Friday, June 26, 2009

aballofmess.
controversy.
contradictions.
i want to procrastinate.
but no, i dont.

life.

(wendy) ♥ 10:09 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

seems like the big group is having a lot of fun.
i didnt choose to join
and they didnt choose to invite.
maybe im missing the fun.

but i guess silence will do me some good.
it just shows u clearer,
how much u really mean to ppl.
and when the blinding fun comes,
the word, "forget" comes into play.

ironic.
foolish empty words.
joke.
and thats you.

(wendy) ♥ 12:43 PM

Monday, June 22, 2009

a post for my dearest friend.

this is what auntie has to say.
times of testing.
means times of strengthening.
whatever has been said, u aint gonna accept it.
we aint gonna give up without a battle in prayer.
God,
He will intervene.
if we could see how omnipotent He is,
then dont give up hope.

For our Lord NEVER disappoints.

with care and concern,

auntie (:

(wendy) ♥ 11:10 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

握着手中的那杯咖啡
回味着刻苦铭心的回忆
品尝这熟悉的味道

但一切已经变质了...
还可以回到最初的美好吗?
我想答案已是无法改变的事实
就算心里有股莫名的痛

我只能微笑着接受
豪迈地往前走.....
(:

(wendy) ♥ 10:47 PM

Saturday, June 06, 2009

试探中他要更新你
赐够用恩典

-耶和华的心

(wendy) ♥ 4:32 PM

Monday, June 01, 2009

in life, we tend to think about many things.
how we treat ppl, how ppl think of us,
and the list goes on and on.
sometimes, just because of certain things we said or we talk about,
ppl leave impressions of us in their hearts.
good or bad. its hard to erase when they imprint it into their hearts.
even though they say, no i didnt think of you like that now, i know you have changed.
but the fact is, do they really mean what they say?
or their impression just doesnt change even with time?

who am i to most ppl?
i dont really know.
but i definitely hate the word, impressions

(wendy) ♥ 10:40 AM