[ be true and faithful. ]

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

these few days.
i have been thinking.
mostly, comparing.
feeling lousy when i see how everything ppl does,
is always really better than me.
but then, the whole thing about comparing is that
i have missed the whole point about being who i am.

the thing about humans is that,
we are all small.
we all have our strengths and talents.
and the thing about comparing really has no point at all.

because it is God that is great in us.
and since the Holy Spirit is living in us.
all of us are good in His sight.
and the parts that we lack, was meant for Him to fill up.
i dont wish to focus my eyes on the talents and beauty that i dont have.
but rather, i want to focus on being who God intends for me to be.

i rather be contented.
so God, i thank You for this realization that You made me this way.
i love the way i am made.
i love the imperfections and the lack.
not to live in self denial,
or to refuse to change.
but to allow You like a surgeon,
to come and operate.
to remove the ugly parts and to focus on Your plans.
God, i know im not perfect,
but You alone will make it up.
i thank You that You chose me.
and there shouldnt be more to ask for already.

(wendy) ♥ 4:50 PM