[ be true and faithful. ]

Thursday, January 14, 2010

someone whom i have not talked to for about a year plus talked to me.
and she said.
" i think you have really matured a lot.
and i guess circumstances have caused you to matured."
she meant it in the good sense.
but it also meant that 2009,
i really went through many many things.

things that really broke me.
a lot.
but i could see the grace of God's hands extended.
and everytime i wanted to give in or give up or run away,
He gently holds my hand and says,
"i will nvr let you go"

looking back at 2009,
i realise i didnt manage to accomplish much.
but it was a year of straightening things,
much pain,
much grace
and much growth.

growth in maturity,
the way i handle things.

and though im at the valley,
and i wish to rot in there (hahaha)
but i know 2010 is not for me to do so.
the vision birth, the urgency and the things to do.
i realise i have much weight on this frail shoulders of mine.
but thank God,
He is gg to carry it with me.
if not, i will literally D.I.E >.<

so wendygoh.
reminder for self.
dont look back.
seal this up.
move.
and RUN WITH GOD. (:

(wendy) ♥ 11:34 PM